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I didn't enjoy my birthday celebration at all. I know they did put in effort celebrating my birthday for me. But when i think again, i wonder if they really put in tad bit of effort to make me happy or the celebration is just an excuse for us to gather? Cause it seems like any other day to me.
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Prezzies are all exception. I really don't mind not having it, but the cake? When i see K's friend taking out the pandan cake for him to cut yesterday, i got a little bit shock? I thought it was a prank. And yes laaa, it was.
Now flash back. You compare 1st of Jan and 15th of Jan. I vote 1st Jan is better. Cake and games? I totally cannot understand what have i done to not deserve a better cake for my birthday? I didn't make plans so that they could do something for me that day. It turn out fuck. I swear. Some working, yea never mind, it's ok. The rest are getting gifts or i can say gift for me... ok excused. SO WHO THE FUCK IS ACCOMPANYING ME ON MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY? (sorry too exaggerating) What i received on my 17th birthday were sorries. Even more than the wishes I got this year. I was merely feeling okay. Probably they feel the same, that's why they were apologising. I regret saying i was ok with it -.- but i will regret more if i say it out in front of them. Like inhumane .....
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I have been putting much effort to hold a perfect celebration for every one of my friends and i can never get the same thing in return. I always have to take initiative. For god sake, i am tired of taking initiative. It's not that I don't appreciate the effort you people put in, i am just unable to feel good about things that were planned that day. (wai i complain so much -.-)
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Walao why so many people so gei gao one. CB la sia, giving present is a way to show your sincerity right! The present don't have to be ex uh, don't have to be useful too! JUST BUY LAAAAA. Cheeeee-byeeee. Learn to be generous la deh (-.-) This is the problem, you guys are not generous at heart. Will you get hurt by showing sincerity?! I tell you a birthday card will be 1000 times better than birthday messages.
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I am having a bad day btw. Birthday means a lot to me, so i will not hand my birthday celebration to anyone next year. -.- OMG I SHOULD PRIVATE THIS ENTRY LOR. Ok la show you guys my ugly side la .......
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The worse was when my dad said that it was supposedly to be a mini birthday celebration for me on the following Saturday after my birthday, i had class outing. They just didn't postpone or even care to make it up for me.
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Is it me;beginning to be greedy or learnt to put these feelings in words?
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Probably i was just wrong about all these. #justsayin #donttakeittoheartnot #uglythoughts
